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.eirto ediera.
.2wentieth.
.Shatekian host.
.Tp Graduant.
.cam-whorer.
.stars gazer.
.big dreamer.
.brown.
.e-Business Entrepreneur


.graduaTion.
.culinary academy.
.zenStone.
.w910i.
.license.
.move out.
.red vaio.
.loose weight.
.happy family.
.soulmate.


.new image.
.earns lotsa money.
.learns fishing.
.attend sewing lesson.
.shopping spree.
.travel abroad.
.dyes her hair.
.owns a small fridge.
.ear candling.
.star-shaped accessories.
.visits dentist.
.smile always =).
.chocs alice crocs.
.own closet.
.improve her communication skills.
.smaller butt.
.volunteerism.
.swap a better paid job.


.ifumissme.
.lookoutforthemoonlite.
.ifuadoresme.
.doholdmetite.
.ifuloveme.
.dosaysoeachnite.
.butifuhateme.
.it'llbealrite.






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Oct '08 heractualJourneyhasNotevenyet
...started!~

Jan '09 her Journey has just begun!


|| stressfool week! ||
Monday, January 21, 2008
Its been some time since I last update my blog. Ermm, let me flash back some of the things happened few days back...


19 Jan: Head to school alone. Don't know for what lar. Bring lappie & work uni along. Tot nak kene transfer @ ave10 for the day since samk dah ade orang while ave10 lack of staff in the end my boss don't need me. Takpe de. Followin week I don't wanna work. Gi mampos ar. When she needs me, she beg like mad. I don't care takde duit pun takpe. Bingitz tau.

So I head back home to rest den still I come @ my workplace. Tiana resignin. Its her 2nd last day of work and I must see her. When I reached work, so many stuff had happened to the store. Actually not the store ar its the people there. So many unexpected things happen when am not workin. After hearin so many stuff, I feel like kickin somebody's toot lar. Geram betul!~ Whateva it is... I must not let myself into his trap and he will never get me at all. am not stupid lar eh!~

Then aft that, Fiz dropped by again. Memang janji pun. Kite nak pi Mac drive-thru pat amk sane; to accompany him study. And I myself need to settle down and start wit other projects that due soon. The great thing Lin dropped by too! So the more the merrier isn't it? Had connection problems wit my lappie. Dah nak kene hantar tembak makenye. End up I give up eh! Si Fiz end up tak blaja banyak jugak eh. Materials tak cukup lar. And funny part is, Lin lupe bring his plug for his lappie. hahks. But lucky battery nye masih alive unlike mine! hehks. Lau takde plug tak gune bawa itu lappie eh. Me had oreo mcFlurry again and the guys beli breakfast mereka. But I must highlight here... Lin nye Big Breakfast include jam?! Betul ke makan roti, telurand burger with jam?! kakkla sei. They played my Psp while waitin for my bus to start its operation. They played dis Intelligent Practical game. Gundu betul sei diorang. But aft a while they get to hang on wit the game. Lei tahan jugaklar si Lin to wit the game. And Fiz was super bored agaknye; bebual sendiri, nyanyi nyanyi lar.. ape jek de tu.

When the clock strike 6 we made our move. Lin offered me to send me back home. I must say tak berani sei. Thou he said he tumpang kan Fiq before.. Tapi mane tau me naik skali tumbang jugak phantom nye itu. Selama nie only my dad sahaje lar me pernah tumpang. Lau others lum lagik.. Unless... hmmm.. So, its been really a stressful week for me I must say. REALLY!~ But the nite outz @ mac cheered me up some how lar eh... hehe!~

Interim day!~

18 Jan: Woke up early! need to send baby Husna to kindergarten!~ Presentation is like in few hours time. And am still like blur. Lucky few more buttons worked at very last min. But in the end kene hentam jugak from Evaluator rabak-rabak eh. Too stress that I don't feel like eatin and I actually heret Fylo & Daya follow me jalan kaki from Tp bustp to my 27 bustp! Gosh!~

Den met Faz pat HM. Need to return his thumby back makenye. Bebual ngn de pat mac japz. And I ate dis mudpie oreo mcFlurry. yummy!~ never eat real food whole day in the end makan ice cream. Baguskan si eirto nie. hmphh.

The whole of last week was stress wit projects. Interim coming up! and my project is like down down the drain. Kept gettin home very late. Went home almost like aft 8 everyday from school. Haixx very tiring week indeed!~ Super de duper tired lor. and ya, dalam kite sedang bersusahan ade jugak lar my bestie nie sakit rupenye. Cian de!~

17 Jan: Mummy nye ai request me to follow her daughter home. Scared de pitam lagik macam tuari ketika ianya berlaku di tamp interchange. Since dapat taxi fare free makenye, ape salahnye ku menemani ai pulang bersama-sama juge Dinie yang kebetulan tinggal di area north bersama ai. While in the taxi, den I realise how much time I've not been spendin wit her. Discussed and shared lotsa story wit her, membiarkan si Dinie sorang-sorang di depan bersama uncle taxi. heh!

Slept quiet late that nite. So de duper stress need to prepare the slides for interim. si Fiz pm me. He just came back from work and he need to prepare for exams that will held next week. He was superbly tired too but he wants to study. So I was like volunteer myself to wake him up @ 2a.m. But in the end he slept back eh! Tak blaja!~

And lastly it go like this...

12 Jan: Worked with kak mandee. Fiz dropped by to jengok me @ work japz. We chatted outside my workplace. Lei duduk pat tepi tangga macam tak keje gitu. Borak-borak japz. He also mentioned one of his fren met an accident on his first day of work wit Canadian Pizza few days back and I was like "So de okie?". And was shocked Fiz told me he actually passed away. hmm. Very sad to hear that actually. And ya, salam takziah to the family. Buat mu Zaid, Semoga tuhan mencucuri rahmat, Amin.

Well, I must say... dunia ini hanya sementara. Ntah bila tibanya hari kita nanti. Ntah esok atau lusa. Dimana sahaja.. hendaklah kita sentiasa mengingatinya dan sentiasa membuat amalam suruhannya...


5:44 PM

me myself n i
Thursday, January 10, 2008
am here again to update my bloggie!
hee!~
wanna update ma pazzion list here!
its new year's today for the islamic calendar.
so happy maal hijrah 1429!
my new year yesterday turns out to be betta.
managed to rush home 10 mins b4 maghrib.
was glad my family actually gathered and we did doa together.
so i guess, fireworks ain't important somehow!
lol!~

1. graduate from Tp. as a final year student in poly, surely i want to graduate from my campus asap. but for sure, am gonna miss my school!~

2. get into a culinary academy? doesn't have to be shatec or sunrice anymore for now. i don't have enough money to apply them. but maybe i can attain short courses that will get me to the type of industry i wanna work in for life!~

3. gemPlus zen creative mp3. i think i need one to entertain myself. hope to get it real soon. hopefully next month. or when my sis pay her 150 debt back to me?

4. i need a runnin shoes. and i really need one. infact i guess i need a good one. (so choosy lar plak). i need to do workouts. or i'll turn sick. and i have to buy next month!~

5. n76! i loike that nokia phone so much. coz of the sleeq feature it has. i read somewhere that the design actually being copied from the motorola previous design. i want to have the red one. but am sure i'll end up gettin the black one instead. for sure!~

6. move out. my family and i really need to start afresh in a new home, in a new environment, in a new estate. need to leave that home that gave lotsa beautiful memories but mostly the bad ones. hmm.

7. get a license! my mummy bands me from takin riding license. but i don't care!~ i'll still try to persuade her. but still, i wont apply unless my parents approve me of gettin one. if not. ya have to take drivin instead lor.

8. loose weight! every girl in this world may not be satisfy with their current looks. and so does me. but i do aim this for every year. i must say it does starts well at first, but unfortunately i gained back what i've loose at the end of the year. so for this year, i'll hope and am gonna strive to the end. =) hopefully!~

9. get a boyfriend?! this does not really applies to me at this moment. actually i don't need one for now. i just wish to have one. am sure everyone loves to be loved isn't it?

10. have a happy family! has always wish to be better together forever. =)

erm. i think thats it!~ for now.

4:27 PM

7Teen Ways To Change Life.
Monday, January 7, 2008
Okie its 2nd week of the year. I've been superbly tired with endless projects and ya more work. For next week, I've request lesser workin time coz I need to focus almost 90% of weekdays with projects! So hope my request I've written on the comms book last nite will be taken into considerations and hope there will be no GANGUAN from my boss througout my school time. And ya, before I forgot. Its someOne's birthday again and let me highlight here...

happy 20th birthday Hengy!!!

So, get back to my post title. I copied from one of the teen magazine I read when I was at work and let me share with you guys. For those who have not settle down '08 like me, let me give ya all some tips. Hope it benefits you and myself. Coz startin the new year late its not harm at all isn't it?

1.Write a Passion List. I guess this is some sort of writtin your new year's resolution? Do at least scribble down 10 things you wanna achieve for this year. I have some at mind but I'll update it in my next post when time comes. heh!

2. Get Up an Hour Client. erm.. Waking up an hour earlier makes lotsa different, isn't it. So you won't be rushin out wit your hair wet, tummy growlin and feet wit mismatch flip-flops? and have time dressin up wit cool outfit! Well for this I need to really improve myself cause I tend to rush when am gettin late especially when am super late!

3. Be Original. Don't copy someone else's style. Give yourself a unique look that will be different for others so that people will always remember you by. For this I guess I have to work out well. Not to make everyone notice me. But, to feel that am appearin confidently when am in front of others.

4. Compile Your OST. By doin this I guess will add colours to what you are listenin. Maybe try out other genre of music that will entertain you through youre journey. and ya look out for new hit songs on radio!

5. Get a Pet. erm. I don't think I need one for now. Too busy with projects and work. Maybe after graduation I'll consider gettin one. heh!

6. Create a Responsibilities album. I don't really get this part. It wrote somethin like. What You See, You Can Be! Erm. Maybe for example I wanna graduate soon and hopefuly it'll come true. So I have to paste somethin to remind me that I can do thou theres many things I have to go through? Is it like that?

7. Get Centred. This part is somethin like destressed yourself. Like what I always need it most of the time. Its super easy actually. Just close your eyes and meditate. Or just get someOne to talk with ya.

8. Volunteer for a Cause. Givin some of your time to help others? It'll be great. I manage to donate blood for the first time. Hopefully I'll do it again this year. Lookin forward if there's any donation blood drive again in school!

9. Try This: Get-Happy Trick. I really need this! Its more of participatin sports like runnin, cyclin and etc. Am goin swimmin real soon. ( i hope) and ya am saving to buy a sports shoes. hah! really need to get work outs. too many flabbys in me!

10. Choose the Company. You Keep. Probably after graduation then, this will be important to me. Must search the one I really wish commit then I'll be enjoy workin wit one.

11. Set Aside a Dream Fund. Have been startin it since I first got my Part-Time job. Sometimes the saves increases but most of time decreases. =! I think I need to separate into different account so I won't touch it. erm. maybe I'll do it next month after my savings hits 500 bucks again!

12. Don't Skip BreakFast. Having healthy meals makes you think better all the way! But if I don't use to having breakfast.. how eh? My mummy don't seem to prepare one for me. It does not matter. Maybe by improvin point 2 mentioned earlier, I can prepare one for myself? hmm.

13. Laugh More. I guess I need this a lot. I am doin it each time I need my friends. But I guess I have to do it more.. Just to destress myself more. heh!

14. Market your Skills. Turn your hobby/interest into Business! Well, this can be done if only I have enough funds. Maybe in 2 years time? hmm.

15. Spend More Time with Mum & Dad. I did treat just my parents last year. I should do it more often after I have a stable job (maybe). Sittin with them watchin TV is also a fun activity to do.

16. Become more Interesting. Find your root? Pick up a new language? Maybe learn arabic language? So I can teach my lil sis who is now studyin at madrasah.. Jangan nanti die yang ajar gue plak!~ The result: Smarter You!

17. Drink More Water. Chug with mineral water! Has no sugar nor fat.! I have always one bottle bag. But sometimes I do feel I have not drink enough! hee.

After listin these.. I guess it'll be more fun to see the change of you? Everyone do hope to be better and so does me! =)

12:18 AM

Not A Good Start!~
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Its been a difficult start of the year for me! Haix! During New Year eve i worked in the afternoon shift from 5-11. When I reached work, the worst part is my boss told me i need to go Khatib instead as there is no staff! I must say hello its not my problem. And the double worst part is she said i'll be workin the next mornin too (7-3). What the toot lar! So equals to No Fireworks lor!~ Idiot. Left work almost 2330 and when I am about to reach home, walkin near to block, and ya I heard shoutins from neighbours.. 7-6-5-4-3-2-1... Okie fine whatever okie! I don't really mind the countdown its just that I really want to watch the Fireworks lar! Its been a tiring term holiday for me by workin. And when am like about to destress myself and watch a beautiful form of art. Am doomed!~ And worst part is am back to workin! Super Idiot!~
Two weeks of term holiday has over. So what have I gained?! Been workin like almost everyday and goin skool almost at every opportunities. Proposal to complete. Projects to think of! And yar!~ Received this Warning Letter for MP! Idiot! I think we are the first group to receive it. See! Everythin is not doin well this new year! And till today... My group members and I are still thinkin on how to do it. I can't be stuck with graduation with just not completin MP! It'll be a disaster! Help people help!
And ya.. am totally broke! Without cash seems helpless! Loaned 10 bucks from Mummy this week. And ya gettin my pay this month in like left few hours from now! Wuhoo.. But still Ouh no! Its super less for me to spend this month. Worked only like 6 days since last cut off date. So i'll be like super broke again in 2 weeks from now..
I missed doin things soOoo much like: 1. watchin movies in theatre! Wanted to watch alvin & chipmunks but no one seems to be free to go with me. But when there is I have no time to watch with them! haixx! 2. swimming! Gosh! Last gone swimmin like months ago I think around October '07. Splashy splashy splash splash! I really want to go for a swim but my free time is like too occupied with school, work and more work! Lastly, 3. Shopping! I need someOne to accompany for shoppin! I did went to Bugis & Far East on X'mas eve. And gosh those places are flooded with aliens especially Bugis! And yet, I end up not gettin what I want because I need to head for work as theres this new staff went missin! Its a last minute call-up thingy and I don't know why I said YESH to WORK?!!! And ya in the end my life is stuck at work! Again!
All my treasured time has been replaced by workin! And I think this new year I need to start sayin No no and ya NO!! I just need some time for myself. Time goin out with friends. Its like I need time to go out with ecki! Need to find time where me, idan, shuk, qama and irwan can gather and have our reunion lunch or dinner together! And ya finally more treasure time I need is for my family, Especially my mummy and the bratzx! Pity my mummy need to prepare stuff for their first time ever in primary school and kindergarten! Haix.. So fast they have grown and now even Husna is schoolin! See.. time flies so fast! Still remember few years back when my mummy told me she's pregnant again. Warghh.. And now these two bratzx are startin to know what life is all about.. and not just play with toys and watchin tv!
Hope that days to come will be a better life for me to endeur. Am startin to get tired of everythin. Although new year has over, yet I have not start afresh yet! And hopefully things will work out better for me. And ya Faz is right!~ I need to schedule my time well. And I think I really need it. =!

10:22 PM

GoodBye 2007!~
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Heyho! Its the first Posting in my Life and first of the Year! Before i start with anything, Let me wish my Bestie..

HAPPY 20th Burfday deaRie Daya!!!
Wished this mornin and wishin her again here! Its finally the end of teenage year for the dragon babies! And ouh no!~ am turnin another year older too, sOon! Gosh. Things can happen so fast before you could realise anythin. haiz! Okei dearie daya.. Just wait ur bdae prezzie from us okie.

I used to wrote a diary last year. Was so enthu writin it at first but then started to I realise i have no time and became lazy to update. Haix!!!


Okie. Let me recap few things happen in my life last year!...

First. Lost my phone moto V3x before chi new year and had replacement moto Z3 and am still using it now. Its was my second time loosin a phone in malaysia! due to my own carelessness of coz! stupid eirto! sometimes i feel so 'serik' of loosin stuff and all but its just me! careLess eirto-. can't resist of misplacin stuff!

Then. i got a job in OCBC as my attachment! wow! damn big pay for the 1st time in my entire life. Padehal its like only 600plus! But seriously, i have never earned more than dat. At first i was supposed to be attached to NTU but however kana rejected! Damn pissed and worried. Turn out to be damn happy liao. My dept was superbly small. Consider daya's dept was more fun place with fun people mine. So small yet many politics! But am glad i met Ivan my partner during the attachment. He is like the 2nd closest guy after my aBang in Tp. After some time, theres contract staff comin in. There are the undergrades from SIM: Lily, Melvin, Dewei and oOpzx i forgot his name. Padehal he is the most cutest one! lolzx. Without this people during my attachment I would not have enjoyed myself aside with the works piling after one another! But i must say, the dept i was assigned was 'horrigible' with works that many don't even know such things exists to be done; one will be... to be jailed inside the cage(vault) to search for documents!

Third. The most happenin of the year!!! Went for a vacation in KL, Malaysia with dearie Daya n FyLo on our own! Woohoo! The most daring thing i have done. But am more to the 'follower' type. The others know the places better than me. Thanx to the map! We took a premium bus up to KL, booked hotel at Radius near Bukit Bintang, went KLCC, Lot 10, Mines Shopping Centre, Bukit Bintang Mall and etc. We lotsa crapz there; Pizza Hut, Dunkin Donuts, A&W, and for the first time.. 'halal' sushi. I don't really spent lotsa stuff. I don't really know what to buy. Too spoilt for choice maybe. Or just 'tak berkenan'. But am happy i bought an Espirit handbag for my mummy! For myself; a Projectshop sling bag! Projectshop cardholder! Keychain made of twirled metal! and ya more souvenirs for friends.




Lastly, Finally back to school again as a final student of Tp! Gosh! Am gonna miss Tp badly so sOon! But I must highlight that I have not been spending most of the free utilities found in Tp. Like the gym, Watch movies in the Library, Playing pool and etc etc... Wasted isn't it. Being a senior means MORE project loads, MORE things to focussed on! Equals LESS time to fool around and LESSer time to check out on cute guys. haix. blueks!

New gadgets i bought last year was 1. MotoRizr Z3 to replace the lost phone! 2. A black PSP with my hard earn after working @ OCBC. 3.This OSIM messager to message myself to release stress or any pain. Ya, thats it. So little stuff yet so useful for myself. Hopeully this year i get to save up and buy more stuff to keep me company?


Best '07 moments was that and still countin.. The bond between my friends and I are gettin closer! I Loik3! Am so glad and thankfully to god for meetin these people and be part of my Life!..

1. To Nurul ai'! Thanx for bein my bestie! I've always enjoyed bein with you. Thou we seldom meet, seldom keep in touch, seldom contact but am glad i found you. Anythin just share with me okie. Your problem is my problem. Your joys is mine too. Am so happy i found YOU darlin!


2. To Daya, FyLo & shaD! Thanx for bein with me endeurin in Tp Life! We've been ups and downs together. Marah merajuk sayang pujuk between us tak pernah luput. Whatever it is korang benar benar colours up my Life! Sayang korang!



3. To Mar My only secondary school malay fren who is sincere to be my fren. Thou we were not in the same stream, not in the similar school, but am glad you never treat me differently. So sorry if I merely had time to spend with you. But our treasured time together will never be erased in my Life! Do take very good care of urself and don't be naughty naughty. Am just worried for you tau!


4. To Liyi, Liwen, Hengy I love you guys to bits! My closest cliques from secondary school. Am so honoured and touched you guys still keep me as ur friend. Hope we meet again alritex! Do keep in touch always!~ =)

5. To Kak Ayu, Kak Mandee & Tiana Korangs rocks my workin Life @ =) Being the only one left for so long.. Thanx for joinin samk 559!!! Appreciates lotsa! Thanx for bein a wonderful jie jies to me!

6. Lastly, To Keem, Faz, Fisah, Raudhah, Su, Fadh, Fyz, Fiq, Lin, Nas, Tia, Zam, Nisa. My ex madrasah cliques!!!! Korang memang best giler! You guys are my best outing friends I've ever had. May we meet up for more events and you guys are the music in me! Muackss!!!


Another year has past. So many things I've been through. Can be said another year I endeured, the more wilder I have been; Be home @ late nights, naughtier @ workplace, Overnights. I've always wished to be a better person. Yet I end up doin stupid things. Made stupid decisions!~

Well, what have pass is past. Hopefully this new year, i'll endeure with more happiness and fun with the people surround me. Find a better job after graduation or maybe enroll into a course that i really want. May '08 and ongoin years be a success to me as

a best daughter, a good friend and maybe a loyal gurlfren!

cheers! =)


10:36 PM