hey peopzies
eirto just love dis song so much
that she wanna share wit you dis moment
hope you guys enjoy dis
alritezx?!
layan!~

yelar TIANA

i update!

bace nie..

and the story goes like dis

eirto now tgh sakit

ade runnin nose

and eirto's head like burstin sOon

why?

ntah uh

not enough sleep maybe

been workin

and less den 5 hours

woke up again to outs

eirto's back hurts so much

either been sleepin too much

OR

been carryin heavy stuff at work

serious uh

workin @ =) pun headache eh

but whateva it is

eirto is happy

cause eirto made others happy!!!

heezx

celebrated fylo's bdae yest

mak ai!

belated bdae makenye!

her bdae falls on 27 Jan

but since we were too bz wit skool

tak sempat to celebrate till yest!

made a special video for her

specially made by

shad daya & eirto

she does love it!

=)

and i bought mini blueberry cake @ r-mall

b4 meetin the rest

yummy uh!

but sadly

da surprise for her was leak by da bdae gurl itself

for seein me tryin to hide among da walls

when she was peepin thru her window

makenye..

lakonan eirto sentiase tak MENJADI

den at nitenye (smalam)

eirto head to r-mall again b4 work

to buy cake for aini

she called last nite

wakin me ups

sayin

"we havin lunch on thurs rite?!"

so i went

oOpsy?!

really? gosh!

eirto tot is on friday

so i quickly inform the rest

wheda they can make it on thurs instead

since nak menggembirakan aini

yang slalu

down down & down

i told da gurls durin fylo bdae celebration

kte celebrate aini bdae?

when i meet her for lunch dis friday

dat falls on 24th last sun

kte surprise kan de ke?..

da last minute surprise for today almost went well

wit da hazelnut cake hand over to fylo b4 eirto went to work

while daya & shad meet up earlier to buy prezzie

....

asked aini to wake me up @ 12

and i waited & waited

she never wake up call me!

instead,

i called her almost burzillions time

okie how?!~

da gurls da meet up

while me gettin ready

and still callin till i reach cwp

i almost gave up!

and sad to tell da rest dat aini is

UNCONTACTABLE!

even aft more than 20 calls

okie eirto dah kene buih

but still eirto tak putus asa eh

one hOpe

try call aini bf

and i did

tellin him da rest dah meet up

cake & prezzie dah prepared

CAMNE NIE

and when her bf called her

den finally she picked up

barular si mangkok aini sms me

and immediately i called her!

i told her.

i already reach cwp

and i'll wait for her to come jugak

and thanx to her bf!

for not tellin da surprise am givin to her dearie

so aft waitin for 1 1/2 hrs

she appeared @ 711

muke stone eh

nak kate baru abis nangis TAK!

nie tak sukup tido nie

accompanied her withdraw money @ civic awhile
jalan super slow..
hopin dat the rest got enough time to set up
reach banquet
and aini goes like...
macam kat ITAS pulak
and i brought her to see da rest
and
SURPRISE!
for the first time ever
eirto's lakonan went super well!

from only a two fren lunch meet up

to a surprise blated celebration with other 3 plus 1!

suke de!~

she said..

its her first time ever

friends actually celebrated her bdae

first time havin candles on cake

and yar more surprise for her

we bought her sth that she wants

a handphone pouch!

ourghhh...

touchin nye de

nasib baik tak nangis tadi

and a mini bear we bought for her..

i nearly cried too

coz somethin i planned

FINALLY

went well

thou the plan

ALMOST

cock up

but they stopped me eh

coz they dun wanna cry ramai2!

coz they said

if i start to cry..

the rest too bleh cry

lol

am happy coz she's happy

and am happy coz everyone was happy too

thou eirto was tired

and the lack of sleeps

and gettin sick i think

importantnye...

am glad i made everyone,

eirto rots almost whole day again!~

lol

but yest eirto outs awhile

first to school to return mP stuff

back to supervisor

did some transfer of files at the lab

gosh am gonna miss my work station

thats where i did almost of my work durin 3.3

aft dat met daya awhile to hand over chroma de runway money

bad news occured!~

de organiser told her the tix were sold outs

padehal kte dah booked 7 tix weeks ago

and he even set da date & time

to collect money from daya

end up false hOpe!

we all

eirto daya fylo hana mary saf & shad

'peng' gile eh

mangkok tingkat itu anak

saje2 jual 4 tix to others

and now only left another 4

so irresponsible!~

lau hadapkan duit sangat..

bukannye kte tak kan bayar kan..

but hopefully aft negotiation by daya

we will still get our tix

but da chances is still 50-50

only will noe it dis monday

if not

chroma de runway..

tata you go!

eveninnye

eirto went to cP wit sis

to return her library books

and dgr2 eirto pinjam buku

wooo..

dah lame tu eirto tak bace buku!

lol

for just now

eirto woke up early in da morn

need to send baby husna

to her school again

nakal de!

heezx

drop by umah mak long japz

lame tak jumpe de

boraks japz

and ya its time to fetch husna back home

den aft eirto took a nap

by late aft b4 maghrib

ordered pizza

from pizza 4 u!

blei tahan sedap uh

okie uh now need to get ready

kinda late already dah nie

goin to work wit kak dee later

hehhs

caLo peopzieS!~

wahlahh!~

skool's finally over yest.

and i slept almost thru out the day today

wat happened to eirto?

slack sia.

but one thing happen today was

i had a dream

when i slept just now

durin aft

late granny came to me

hugged her so tite that i dun feel like lettin her off

and when i sedar from nap

i was indeed huggin my pillow

the same way i did in my dream

and i can feel tears on my eyes

ourghh.

i miss her!~

okie wat happen few days back?

on monday: 18th Feb '08

wo.. woke up kinda late

coz eirto ton wit mangkok @ mac

the nite b4

accompanied by her bf

met radee there too

aft so long

dah nak kahwin dah de

aft ns.

well in two years time

jgn lupe anta kad kahwin ye

okie reached skool almost 12
took cab

(macam org kaye eh)

just b4 final mP presentation

and thank god my gui overalls worked well

-_-V

thanx to fylo for the final help

i must say

we had hard time durin presentation

coz we kana bombard rabak2 by evaluator

the presentation ends almost 2 hrs

and i think we were the only group

had such a long presentation!~

but its okie

i did convinced da evaluator on de part i did

thou i did stumbled wit my words

fylo did help me to explain

when the evaluator don't understand me

okie wateva lar

eirto's english is indeed poor aniwae

lol

and finally its over!~

went to toilet and met fylo there

was kinda a touchin moment happened there

me & fylo hugged each other

coz our hardwork has finally over

and hopefully will be paid off at least wit a passin grade.

coz durin the presentation only both of us stands out

especially more to fylo!~ (of coz)

she explains well and did da main part of da project

thanksie darlin!

(thou i noe u tak bace nie blog tapi takpe am just givin u my greatest gratitude to u here)

biar smue org bace

dat u are my greatest workin partner buddy for 3.3

mane tak..

almost every subject we are grouped together

and dat time bile cmsk presentation

kite dah macam kembar siam eh!~

wore almost the same outfit

and ya kononnye we are from the SULO team

gosh!~

okie i flung my inwt test

tak blaja langsung makenye

inside LT

hopin for the answers to fall

am indeed thankful to god

that this clever guy sat near me.

and ya for da first time ever..

eirto did not study at all for her paper

and for her last paper some more eh

okie so eirto did somethin dat she was not suppose to

which is.

copied someOne's work!!!~

heck ar

but serious i noe nothin bout the subject

been in my own world

thinkin & focusin more on mP

till i dun even care bout other subjects nimore.

lepas inwt paper finish

went back to mP lab

eirto's fren need to discuss for her project

and ya..

suddenly,

mangkok decided to borrow her dad's car for the last time

while she can 'peng' her dad

dat she needs to ton to do skool work

so we gurls..

aini eirto daya fylo & shad

had supper @ simpang bedok

its so hard to get fylo to outs wit us

bcoz of her overProtective boyfren eh!~

and she manage to 'peng' her bf

yeay!~

but by da time she convince us she can outs.

our big plan for her has to be cancelled eh

haiya.

aniwae we had fun on our

gurls' nite out

special food ordered by da gurls was

banana prata wit ice cream uh

prata bomb wit cheese uh

and aini's burger mushrOom wasn dat bad too

okie no pix here coz its wit shad

aft the stomachs filled

we head to shell to top up some petrol

for the first time ever am payin the petrol

but of coz ar sharin wit the rest

since eirto no money

eirto uses her nets

so its kinda a first time experience payin petrol

ermm..

aiya really feel like takin license now.

but mummy just wont let me take the 'm'

she said either eirto takes none or 'c'

okie watevalar

we head to eastcoast beach

the clouds wasnt promisin

and dun really get t0 see nice stars

sobzx

eirto & aini sat on breakwaters

had some discussion & all

bebual ngn aini memang gerek

thou only lately we started to get closer

her stories memang fun ar to hear.

basically we can share wateva we want together

so aft sometime when we saw a movin creature

which is a livin rat and a crawlie roach

we made our move to sit wit the rest at the bench

then aft sometime we left

as the clock strikes almost 3

sent shad first, daya & fylo

sat under her void deck awhile

sembangzx jap baru uh mangkok sends me home

best giler ar dat nite

so gurls hopefully kte kluar lagi alritez?

will mish you gurls so much!~

yest: 19th Feb '08

woke up super late

damn!

someOne forgot to wake me up

and am late for my last day of school

tu lar mrayapz lagik kan!~

took cab again

terkopak duit eirto!

coz told member i overslept

and of coz ar he mad at me

as we are supposed to meet @ 1130

and i woke up ard 1110

mane member tak ngamuks kan

eirto was super kanchong 'spider' b4 her demo

kept askin da rest wat da tcher were askin

and when its my turn

bleh senyum kambin cakap 'hi' pat tcher

tcher tanye: are u confident?

and eirto goes like

"ermm.. think so"

tcher.. erm wait his a doc actually..

okie doc was super patient

and when one of my commands were wrong

he told me dat dats not da command

so i type another one

and happily showed him the correct one

he even asked me one of the question

that is written on the project assignment

so.. i guess the doc doesn noe wat to ask already.

or just testin on me

lol

indeed da demo was okie

and wahlah..

dats my final assesment in tP!

wohooo

okie we have bdae invitation in de aft

its betty's 21st bdae

held @ one of the changi's chalet

didnt really noe her uh actually

but since org dah jemput

takkan tak pegi kan..

since it was still too early.

aini decided to bring us to her home

while waitin for her bf

to fetch & send us to the party

search for prezzie @ west mall

and it was my first time step in Bukit Batok

warghh rabak ehs

umur dah tua nie still blum travel most part of sPore!

da party was great

ade this delicious brownies

eirto cui brape kepin eh

lol

and da best part was..

i saw beautiful stars

above me!~

it really melts my heart

there were so many

and i can even see the north star!

three stars aligned

and an arrow pointin to the north

super awesOme!~

aft the bdae songs

and cake distribution

plus takin of photos

we decided to make a move.

eirto thinks that we shudnt bein lampPost

to aini & her bf

so decided to walk out to the bustp

lucky ade mul atikah & mirah

so it was da more the merrier

takde lar ku jalan sorang2 kan..

me and daya talked a lot last nite

when da rest left

and took their respective busses

she's my best gossip gurl ar

kte lei share ape saje

anithin & everythin eh

hehzx

hearts her so much too

understandin one

and ya skool has finally over

no mOre exams

no mOre projectLoads.

after total of 18 redbull classics

for the whole of last week

(plus minus one)

inclusive of shark redbull blue & black fury

till it has no mOre effects on me

am stoppin all dis drinks

cause its somekind of addiction to me last week

also stoppin to go mac

coz almost every time eirto tons

eirto heads to mac

so..

of the bad habits

okie eirto?!~

LoOkin forward for graduation

and also chroma de runway?

shud i go or shud i not?

still fikirans babe

bukan pasal nak pakai baju ape tau

taPi if am still unsure of my graduation

do you think i will have the heart to enjoy myself?

no rite?!

but hopefully bad things wont happen uh eh

i will still graduate eventually

insya allah

its just the time will prove it.

and aft graduation pulak

real life gonna start..

shud i be workin

or shud i pursue wit wat i want to be..

but without money.

do you think the dreams can become reality?

only god noes the answers!~

eirto meetin daya later

thats for sure

gonna seek help from her

to view my codes

its kinda irritatin

the outcome still overwrites

instead of addin

to the current one

thou many trials & error

with multiple researches

has been done

but still..

WHY?!

ergh..!~

hopefully later

it can be solved

okie wait!

wat am i suppose to do now

aiyo

need to find a pix

for my gui background

lei lupe skejapan plak

instead now..

am bloggin

hohoho

aft my previous entry

and aft nites of not havin enough sleeps

tonning er.. toning?

multiple cans of redbull..

(until it has no effects on me already)

and talkin crapzies to myself

bein highly high n lowly low

i think

am smellin my graduation!~

hopefully tml's presentation

turn out well..

and my gui works by tonite.

thanx especially to fylo

for focusin on the c++ codin

which is the most impt part of the mP.

maybe without her and her brainies

our mP will dOom

and we gonna be in 4.1

while our final member will be kicked out

and if tml's presentation

will be givin the light to my graduation..

am gonna treat my family BIG dinner!~

insya allah..

doakan ye.

and ouh no

tml actually ade inwt test

the project am done yest

and i've hand over to vic & zax

to finalised

but the test...

erm i haven even start studyin

if mangkok's dad givin green light

am gonna ton again

for da final time

because of skOol....

and the place will surely

be @ mac again.

and when all of these is completed

most probably i will stop goin mac

for sometime.

lol

all the best to me

and if da presentation succeeds tml...

am gonna treat my frenz..

bloppers? erm.. poPpers?!

the mini round ice cream sold in boxes

makenye cheers ade prOmo.

same goes 711 eh.

so my close peopzies

do pray for eirto

and you'll get free mini ice cream

specially from me, eirto.

heezx

insya allah...

rabbana aatina fiddunia hassanah

wafil akhitrati hassanah

wakina azabannar..

b4 i forget

happy valentines' peops

erm accordin to my time

it'll be belated already

but its okie uh eh

didnt enjoy mine at all

with no one as usual

just wit myself

full of thinkin & thots

overloaded wit endless projectloads

again last nite

went mac drive thru

wit aini 'mangkoks'

one aim for sure

to finish up brochure.

after almost 5 hours

of completin dat freakie

cmsk4 'katek' tcher

punye mini project

wanna see da outcome?

its a last minute idea uh..

finally another one down

2 more to go

especially mP.

bile mau game?

but really..

seriously feels dat

my diploma is at serious stake

suddenly am unsure

of my own capabilities

kept thinkin & fikirans

about somethin

which am not so sure of myself

its the normal..

"What ifs?!~" & "Shud have.."

wateva okie.

just cant wait till next wed

when everythin will end

hopefully!~

with peace and secured future?

haizx

and suddenly it goes like this..

one aim as tertiary student

= grad wit a diploma

(within this very year)

one wish as a child; daughter

= gives betta livin to my family

(help to support my lil siss)

one dream eirto wants

= enrol for bike license uh

(but still after de parents blessin uh)

[and makenye eirto tak suke sgt tumpang org]

{lau dah ade sendri punye kan lei take time sendri bile mau geraks}

one hope for eirto's bdae

= 20pieces of candles on da cake!

(wanna wish each & every of it for everyone & myself)

one gatherin eirto lookin forward

= reunion wit ex-Ximinies

(dunno when, when? when uh?!)

one movie eirto wanna watch
= PS: i love you
(someOne, anyOne bring me will you)

one special somethin eirto want from someOne

= white rose!~ one enough uh

(nie ape kejadah plak nie)

jealous plak eirto

nampak gurls had flowers

with them for valentines

but theirs mostly red ones

but eirto dun really like dat one

bouquet pun tanak

too big and expensive kan?

one stalk enough ler

hekzx

and lastly..

one special moment eirto want to have

= watch the stars at nite again

again & again

(not just one but if can everynite[eh melampau!~], everyweek uh at least)

ouh... stars!~

coz eirto mau terbang ke awangan uh.

nie ape dah jadik ni anak nie..

last nite
aft midnite
aini fetched me from home
its a last min decision
caused she was super high at dat time
and decided to bring me outz
me pimped on her lancer
wohoo!~
for the first time ever,
a fren actually tumpang me on her car
cool uh!~
and she brought me to mac
@ bedok resorvoir.
and i think this is the countless time
i head to mac
and bein a nite owl
to complete the projects!~


first i had redbull
den, oreo mcFlurry.
heex
and am super pissed
coz every mac dat i overnite so far
dun sell their new flavour
mudPie & uhh. erm.
yar!~
da new edition of mcFlurry.
bingitz.


okie whatever
i ton to fininsh up Mp report
dat requires 50-100 pages
and my goodness.
my members just knew
dat da report submission dues next morn @ 9
so we were like gosh!~
they were thinkin of turnin off sOon
and we like wanted to continue da report on anOther time
had to be cancelled immediately
and no nO
da report is due in like less den 8 hrs
from dat time.


at first i must say
i still can chill eh
padehal dalam hati dah tak tentu arah actually
accompany aini outs awhile to 711
and we bought shark energy drink
plus another latte for myself
gosh am really super crazy
had redbull and i add another shark


da nite was so stressed
and lucky fyz was online
at first he said he thinks he shud not be disturbin me
since i got like projectloads to complete
but i insisted dat he continue to prompt me
so dat i wont fall asleep


i went super weird too
coz i kept talkin to myself
and cursin everthin dat slows me down
and i even curse da skool!~
(people who saw me online will noe how crazy i sound dat nite)
and i end regrettin cursin da skool
coz i must say well dats hows skool life is rite
and ouh no..
skool will like end in less than 3 weeks time?
sobzx


da time hit almost 7 and me like still rushin to complete dat mp
aini left earlier coz his daddy needs da car
thinkin of askin aini to send me at da bustp at first
but i cant make it uh
coz there's still some parts of da report is not done by da time aini had to leave
so i head to skool wit the members aini left me wit


while waitin for da rest
i quickly finish up my last part
waited for fylo to come to check on da proposal
and waaalah!~
its done
and we rushed to engine skool aft printin for bindin
IT runs out of bindin service
and de library closin.
so it was super idiotic uh
am super tired and needs to rush to engine somemore
wahlauwei!~


thinkin of goin home to rest
is still a no no
coz i never bring da card reader
for fylo to work out and continue wit mp
brrrr..
so i went home got changed
and head back to skool
met hengy odw
and when our next bus come
suddenly i think i shud get another energy drink
gosh!~
so yar i had another redbull to keep me awake
and i went like super high eh!~
singin to myself!~
shakin shakin cam nak dancin when i reach da lab
haizx.
tak betul nie anak!~


while workin on my GUI
alhamdulillah
dgr dgr our final presentation will be next week
so hopefully i can rush to make it work
so another one down
2 1/2 more to go
before i sleep earlier
i must say i wasn dat tired
maybe thanx to de energy drinks i had
but gosh after seein my eyes sored!~
totally rabak uh
dah macam adek bradek panda!~
finally i realised i shud get some sleep
and now am finally up back to work
thanx to aini for volunteerin to wake me up
coz she disturbs my sleep uh just now
and gosh she had actually called me 10 times
before i finally wake up again
and i must say..
eirto-. was so tired!~ uh

heyho peapzies.

me just came back from work uh.

quite tired giler jugak ar.

nari kene campak pat ave 10 japz.

coz there not enough staff.

heard theres only 4 staff total

rabakz eh.

b4 jejak work,

met shad pat bedok ard 11

take visual studio cd from her.

den lazy to go back

me meet daya pat terminal 3.

waited for her almost 2 hours.

since its a last minute call up...

tak lei salahkan de jugak ar for her lateness.

we ate lunch together at mac

had these mcSpicy meal!

yum yum!~

i think this is my most largest meal since so long

mane tak dari tuari dapat gaji..

lum buy myself a delicious meal for myself.

makenye.. si eirto nie kekadang kedekut nak blanje diri sendri!

hehzzx!~

by 2 eirto n daya make a move.

need to head for work uh makenye.

haizx!~

takpe uh janji nari dpt extra alowance due to cny

yeay!~

but hor..

tadi gi work terpakse naik cab

coz eirto dah lambat giler!~

warghh..

so dat extra allowance down da drain gak makenye

mane tak kan.. cab skrg nie mahal giler..

wahlauweii..

and yar..

so lookin forward to tml's event.

goin fiq's family gatherin.

but first need to work till 11 at nite.

aiyoo camne nie.

tak penat ke si eirto nie eh

pepandai survive ar

yang penting...

eirto mau nengok..

"bintang di langit" lagik...

heeezx!~