eir
eir has been suPerbly tired
but eir glad has finally
gotten her long rest today
and yar..
she dreamt of somethin
of someOne
tellin me...
erm..
eir thinks
eir has finally known the answer
the answer
to her doubt!
(okie wait not the doubt in eir's prev entry)
the doubt that
eir has been thinkin all these while
that
he is not meant for eir!
okie that enough bout the doubt thingy..
and yar
eir cant wait for tml!
my bestest gettin engaged!
and eir cant wait for next week either..
chillin out wit best gurlfrens this tuesday
meetin my long lost kakak angkat
and also..
graduation has finally gonna be
around the corner..
wow..
great events for eir...
erm.. yar
mentionin bout kakak angkat ku..
am glad my kak santi finally contact me!
lost her number a year ago
when eir lost her phone.
waduh..
now then she contact eir
tellin she gonna change her number.
the only indonesian sister eir have.
met her when i was 16.
when workin in warehouse together.
wo..
great memories eir had wit her.
and hoPefully
gonna meet her real sOon.
heex.
and yar.
finally got to work wit chris last nite.
and tonite again too..
hmm..
tengok lar nie anak filipino buat ape?
conteng tangan eir jek keje de!
cute kan...
heex
...kau tak mengertiingin kau ku miliki...
...andai kau fahami isi hatiku
yang benar ingin memiliku...
8:48 PM
eirto's *sign of love
happy mother's day to my lovely iBu!
usually my family dun really celebrate it..
but its okie..
still bought her a small cake!
pretty small
but
alhamdulillah
she loike!
well
suPpose to family outin celebratin mothers' day
but
si eir outs wit her kakak angkat
pat cwp
nengok ape?!
ayat ayat cinta!~
okie da story was touchin habis
wanna noe bout da movie..
watch urself!
its worth watchin movie tau!
and its my first time watchin malay movie in theatre
and am glad am satisfied wit it..
ouh yea
guys out there..
bring ur gurl to watch it okie?
serious!!
so that you guys will
appreciate each other more!
eir dun mind watchin da movie again
so religious!
and the beauty of egypt is unbelievable too!
hOpe i get to go there someday.
erm?..
and yar!!
yest was my most bestest outin wit
my bestie!!!!
wooohooo
we really shop till drop!
(ouh ye ke? hehs)
nasib uh kte lum nie budget skit..
lau tak mesti borong satu shopPin mall eh.
we bought our grad bear together..
and gift a name keychain for our phone!
lovely..
the outcome..
eir will show durin one day okie..
tunggu..
hehs.
its eir bestest outin together wit her bestie!
auwww..
yup finally just the two of us!
we never out shoPpin together.
and yest..
we really went wild
very wild indeed!
we went window shopPin
and really tried out the tops there
for once eir realise..
okie?
she actually can fit in those!
but not all of coz
hehs
but am hapPy we did somethin crazy..
and we really enjoy it eh!
some photos eir took...
wanna see?
ouh yeah..
tak pernah eir amik pix inside fitin roOm eh!
check outs!~
but hor!
eir and her bestie forgot to do somethin!
take a picture together!
wth..
nie pun lei lupe!
pyongs!~
eir wanna *watch the movie again!
...biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
takdir cinta harus begini...
10:14 PM
|| eirto's in doubt ||
surf da net durin work earlier
while the officers were out
to visit the lady
whom i took over her work
at the hospital
to see da new born baby boy
congrats
betta isnt it?
she went for leave earlier
and she gonna return earlier..
so eir can leave income ealier?
hmm
ouh yeah
eir has been worried
very worried for her own future
a fren gone for briefin @ SATS
she's gettin her new secured job already?
another tellin me her plans
plans to take up a course
to further her studies
and plannin wat kind of job she wants..
and eir?
wats wit her?
till how long she wanna be in =) ?
how long she wanna be a temp staff @ ntuc income?
eir really needs some advice here
and advice that can really wake her up
and face the real world
that she cant waste any more of her time
doin things that she's not suppose to do?
havin temp job at the same still wit her part time job!
eir has been really tired
really tired
that she feels like quittin both!~
she wants freedom!
she's tired havin 2 jobs
at the same
when she also wants to
have some time wit her bestie
frens, bros and kakak angkats
and worst wit family!
she haven treat the family dinner
as she promised herself since her last day of school..
when?..
when eir gonna end all dat?
and really start pursuin her dreams
her dreams that could secure her future...
eir never went wit mummy to bb
when she was off weeks ago.
and now she's more busy durin weekdays
and spends da weekends nite
servin customer @ =)
when?
when will eir open up her heart
and stops what she has been doin
eir was disturbed
when daddy sounded to me for the first time..
"pernah tak anak abah tanye.. abah kasi korang keje ke"
whereas that happens when i've been wit =)
for almost 2 years..
but alhamdulillah
eir has secured wit her temp job at the moment
and hopefully abah is happy wit it.
padehal eir dah two weeks wit income
but eir haven tell abah wher i've been workin
well..
abah tak tanye pun..
though every mornin we left for work
almost at the same timin...
okie get back to the topic i mentioned earlier..
what i finally did
aft comin back from lunch earlier
i surfed for the school i really wish to admit
printed out some info
and the application form..
the main problem is..
which one will be my choice?
the 'C' skills or ' P & B'
i loOve doin both
but i have to choOse one!
but which one?
the intake is this comin july
if i dont apply asap
i have to wait till january next year..
and wat am gonna do
when my temp contract ends..
shud i save till next year
and pay the fees all by myself
or sugn up for the july intake
ask parents to share the fees wit me
how?
i've already wasted 3 years of poly life
taken a course which i don't really like
which i do not regret at all... seriously
and manage to pass
thou wit mostly passin average grades
am glad i've made my parents happy
for completin my course of study
and finally graduatin dis end of the month
and seriously i dun wanna more horrible years
doin somethin i don't like... aGainn....
eir really needs some advice here eh..
eir has given the info n description to mummy
together wit the application forms
am not sure if mummy have enough money
for me to pursue my dreams.
but i do have some savings which
am not sure can last me for how many semesters
hopefully wda willing to help capped wit my fees
therefore i could lessen my parent's burden
haizx
really need someone for advice here
but to whom shud i turn to
the family is runnin upside down wit no endin
no endin for us
no endin for me..
nothin..
no hopes?
equals to no betta future...
haizx
eir *miss stars gazin at nite
...kelukaan ku ini usahlah kau peduli
biarku berduka di dalam tangisan rindu...
11:12 PM
cinta eirto *bercerita
ayat-ayat cinta
a movie dat i wanna watch
really i wanna watch
who will bring me?
bring me will you?
the songs soothes my hearin
my heart
my soul
i love it so much
maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu
11:33 PM
eirto's *trio outing
eir keem su
the trio for the day!
yest suppose to go east coast food centre
tapi eir change it last min
coz ramai tak pegi
alhamdulillah
thou its a suPer mini gatherin
yet we really had fun tau!
bebual mepekz
macam macam uh!
kte mam pat aZeera restaurant eh?
(oOpzx lupe namenye)
pat kovan.
kinda near to hOme
so at least i did save on transport eh
heee
lepas mam n boraks
we played bowlin!
woohh lame tak main woo
last was years back when
keem faz rauda sue
celebrated my belated bdae
as usual..
am da lousiest bowler!
but durin third game
i was betta
and was ahead from the rest at first
but aft keem get irritates wit my results
my self-esteem down skit
padehal so sudden it uPs
when i strike at 3.1
around 3.5 n 3.6
eir hits nOne
so keem did catch uP
thus win da last game
cOz eir hits nOne again at 3.8
rabak rabak
eir become so unconcentrate already!
takPe takpe.
insya allah next time eir menang ke?
just needa concentrate... heezx
(i'll update da pix sOon when i got from my bro, keem alritex
okie wait am not concerntratin here..
been typin dis blog n chattin pat msn..
and me n my bestie shared big wordins wit each other
on our nicks..
wanna noe wat we wrote?
seriously takde keje!
eir: ITS REALLY HARD TO GO OUT WIT MY BESTIE! SO JGN TAK JADIK EK! YUP JUST THE 2 OF US!!!
ai: IYER LARHX EI-CHAN! IF U KEEP THAT NICK UP, I'LL BRING MY BF!!
eir: DEARIE AI IF U BRING URS ILL BRING MINE! CAM PAHAM!
ai: HAHA, DEN WE CAN GO FOR A DOUBLE DATE.. LOLX..
eir: DEARIE AI AKU BENCI SAME DE! DE JAHAT!
ai: HAHA.. NANTI JADI SATU DOA.. PADAN MUKE HANG!
eir: DEARIE AI, SATU DOA EH?! BIAR BIAR SMUE ORG TAU AKU BENCI SAME DE!
ai: AKU DAH BILANG. KO TAK MAU DGR.. NANTI MENYESAL, JGN CARI AKU!
eir: EIR MEMANG DAH MENYESAL PUN.. KERANA EIR BODOH BANGET LAMBAT REACT~
okie wait?!
was i?
and ai replies: THATS JUX COZ U HAVENT BEEN SHOWING ENUF..
and finally eir: EIR WASNT SHOWIN ENUF? AM NOT CHEAP FOR SURE. LOL
again ai: SINCE U SAID IT THAT WAY.. GUESS HE'S REALLY TOO SLOW..
eir: HE'S TOO SLOW? OR WAS I TOO STUPID?
ai: Ei-chan.. No worries k, if its meant to b, ko jugak happy.. ^__^
eir: what if its not.. am the one yang merana now... merana dgn feelins sendiri..
ai: keep an eye on one thing.. U'll miss out on de other wonderful things....
haizx
okie wateva we've discuss
only dis two bestie understands
hehs
tiada guna ku merayu
mengharapkan kasih mu
sedangkan aku tahu payah buatmu
tiada guna ku disini
disini, dan masih menanti
kini aku sedari takdir ilahi
9:45 PM
