Unpredictable Journey

|| eirto hates *it ||

Thursday, March 20, 2008

its all start wit the songs
representin the feelins..
how i felt
what am feelin
and
what i'll feel

it started wit

~~with you~~
by chris brown
this song when i first heard it
i feel that everyone is fallin in love

and i got myself

fall in love wit the song too

and i assigned it as my ringtone only for you
most of my friends posted the song in their blogs
till i got hook to it

until now..
but then
i won't listen that song as much as i did last time

cause it will only remind me of the past memories

will only increase the volume of the radio
when it is on air
at my workplace
haix
" when the hearts are all over the world tonite "

kenangans!~

~~ingkar~~
by bunga citra lestari
a sweet song indeed
its like the feelings developed without signal
and the song too proved somethin
that
" you have to realise that you don't have to fall in love "
rite?...

then
it has changed to
~~aku masih sayang~~
by st12
an upBeat song
wit meaningful lyrics

" still wanting to be love and don't wanna be left alone "

and now
still by st12
rasa yang tertinggal
enjoy this peopz

heart this song much

and everytime i listen to this

especially at nite

i just want the stars to accompany me

throughout the nite...

" will i get to hold you tite, the heaven of my heart... "

(mampos.. emo nie)

maybe

soon

when i cant take it anymore...

am gonna change to the song

salam sejahtera

by samudera

an old song

wit pretty much

unbearable meanings

and by then

am gonna forget everything

" i'll bid you goodbye... "

everything...

every single memory

i once had wit you

menghapus jejakmu

by peterPan

will be the best

to describe

and

if the time comes

and you enter my life again

by then

" i'll move on and will forget you... "

*when she falls in love

" ...aku tak mampu mengatakan

aku tak mampu untuk mengungkapkan... "

3:12 PM

|| eirto is graduatin!!!!~ ||

Thursday, March 13, 2008

alhamdulillahirabbil alaamin

syukur pade tuhan

finally..

i'll be graduatin this year

yeah!~

after chOo much

endearance

n hardships to understand every subjects

overnitins

to complete assignments

panda eyes

for not havin enough sleeps

redBulls

to bOost energy for not sleepin

laPpie

to carry wit durin overnites

comPuters

used @ labs

McDonalds

to hangout

music

for companion

watchin stars

to calm & destress myself

aini

thanx for accompany

someOne

thanx so much for overnitin wit me

mOre overnites

lalala

warhlah!~

i'll be gettin my diploma

thou i dont really favour

my own course

yet

i don't want to

let down my parents' heart kan

by quitin halfway

at least

aft my elder siblings

giving much problems

to them

(bout their education)

am glad

i've finally complete my poly

heex

wit humble grades

entrepreneur C (kinda disheartenin but okie uh)

cmsk4 c+

inwt B? (ajaib nie for this subject)

mbws d+

and most importantly

passin my mwcMp!!!

woohoo.

alhamdulillah

i dont need to retain for another semester

and

yar gurls

am ready for

chroma de runway

yeah babey!~

so to my darlin friends

who are still in poly

you guys can do betta alritex

never

end up gettin grades like me

okie

lol

8:28 PM

|| fickled minded eirto ||

Monday, March 10, 2008

wth!~

so agitated today

not goin so well wit my mummy these days

skejap de okie

skejap lagik tak okie

skrg dah okie balik dah de

eirto dah blanje mamam pe

am so tired

preparin for chroma de runway

makenye

blum start lagik

langsung!~

baju lum tempah

tadi dah nak pegi dah

tak pegi lagik

bile baju mau siap

so ape yang penat pun ntah uh

wit full of guts

eirto got herself ready

and wanna head sberang dah..

and suddenly

mummy sounded

"ntah ntah kedai tutups nari

sebab monday nie"

okie

eirto dah ups nie..

so eirto called da shop

and no one picked up

equals to

SHOP IS CLOSE FOR THE DAY

aiyoo..

so eirto tetibe

no heart to go chroma de runway dah

told daya

malas tau nak explain apasal

coz

eirto sendri tak tau nape

pyong!~

since dah get ready

takkan nak change balik

eirto called daya

if she's free

kte meet pat mac near afghan

watched videos pat youtube

kakkla rabak

almost 7

we made our move

ate at rasa 21

had porridge

makenye

eirto masih sakitkan

tak lei makan sedap2 sgt

lepaih makan

kene beli tapau pulak

tu kat rumah

perut smue kekosongan

ade jek si thirah nak nasi lemak

mummy plak nak rojak india

daya temankan eirto

pegi afghan!

sambil lalu banyak kedai tu

ade lar masuk satu kedai baju nie

aiyamak eirto suke banget satu baju tu

since dalam gengaman ade duit

ape lagik

eirto kebas uh

sbelum tu testin dulu

mane tau tak muat kan

chedibah kambin

dah testin2

muat plak tuhh..

ape lagik kaup jek

one thing bout eirto

its so difficult for her to go shopPin.

when eirto has the money

and wanna shOp

there's nOne

that berkenan dihati

dan

aPabila hati eirto tidak rase mau shoPpin

kerna duit sudah kehabisan

ade jek eirto dah berkenan eh!~

waduh

anw eirto nye wardrobe

dah runnin out of clothin

so beli jek uh

and yar...

eirto left wit only 50 bucks

until next month

sengkek betul nie!~

tapi malas keje plak tu!

lol

lau mummy return 100 bucks

aft abah dapat gaji

ermm

tu duit mau tolak utk
chroma de runway

chiss

nak blanje sakan nampak si eirto nie

tapi takpe uh

skali skale di hari raye!~

(raye wak lu)

hehs

okie uh dats all for tonite

eirto waitin for daddy

to come back from seremban

i think

dah lame tak nampak abah

makenye...

and also tgh chattin

same mangkok nie

wahlarh..

...aku sungguh masih sayang padamu

jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku...

10:59 PM

|| jatuh cinta lagi ||

eirto madness

mOove to the grOove babey
heart this song so much eh
lolzx
dance to beat!~
ouh yeah!~~~

...dia atau dia yang harus ku cinta
aku pusing untuk memilihnya...

10:16 PM

|| congratulations to ustzh nur & her hubby hafiz ||

Sunday, March 9, 2008

sick
SICK
SICK
am still sick
help me.. people!

i can hardly hear anythin
my cough aint that bad already
my nose still runny
but not so bad uh

my voice sounds creappy still

anyways
yest
eirto keem rauda
went to ustzh nur's weddin
finally
the big day has come
so,
congratulations ustzh!!~

you looked great wit ur hubby
the function was simple
yet the food was suPerbly nice
heezx
met ustzh karmila there too
faz was late
only saw him a distance away
when we left & was waitin for the bus

we three
head to town
to meet the rest
zam nisa n rafi

its another mdrsh gatherin
thanx to nisa formakin this small gatherin specially for us..

booked a rOom
@ ceneleisure
watched ZooLander!
interestin movie i must say
ate doritos & lays
and the rest
shared a big bottle of coke
i wanna drink too
but
i dun wanna spread the disease
which can make everyone fall sick like me thou
hehs

the rOom was pretty small
for six of us.
i think the esplanade betta
and yar
while watchin
we can even hear the sound of people
makin noise outside
a bit distractin
but still
i did enjoy maself yest
=)

really hOpe that
our next outin
more people will join us.
so,
who will be the next
event organiser?!!
just check check check it outs

aku terbang tinggi

untuk menggapai bintang dilangit

5:47 PM

|| eirto turns 20 ||

Thursday, March 6, 2008

yup

read that title?!

its me

turns 20th today

ourghh..

eirto dah tua lar

and yar

eirto was super sick today too

okie bdae gurl sakit

cian kan

ourghh...

slept almost the whole day

coz eirto's head hurts so much

thanx to my darlins

who wished me today

first was

maSis aini kakDee hengy shad

keem fylo faz

they either messaged while

maSis kakDee & myBros keem & faz

called me

so paisei to pick up da calls at first

coz my voice

really suckin today

yet very sweet uh for them to call

esp

faz bro

he wished me

mcm bace script

lol

and yar

the rest

hest liyi wani ai hana maSis again

nas su daya & lilCuzzie mal

wished me thru

friendster

thanksy darLins

hearts you guys

soOo much

this is my bdae cake

from ma family

cute kan

i understand they were

suPer brOke

so i dont really expect somethin big from them

i only ate the white choc tart

yum yum

and yar

since i was sick

my bdae food is the medicine

yucks!~

well i didn't swallow them

i took the syrup instead

and at this 20th of age

am still afraid to swallow madicine eh

pyongs!~

my first prezzie from someOne

is this..

a pair of gold stuts!

gosh

first time received such gifts

even my family won't

give me that

thanx kakDee

appreciate it lotsa

secondly

a box of chocs
from hafizBAM
more of a farewell gift
but its okie
i take it as bdae prezzie lar eh
hehs

since i was sick
i did not went out whole day
until when i was restin on the bed again
fylo called me up
ask me
to see if hafizFylo is ard my area
makenye dorang had a fight i think
so fylo actually asked me
to get down and find him to pass cab money
but hafizFylo wasnt around
when i called fylo
she said he already board a bus

okie!~
geram nie
but my heart
terubat skejap
pabila sedang mencari hafizFylo earlier
i saw a shiny star above me
one wish i made
hope i get well sOon
on dis very bdae nite
heezx
amin.

10:41 PM

| the leap years |

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

the word
'MISS'
appears more frequently than
'LOVE'
in love letters

Dari hati kini kusadari
Tak semestinya aku berkasih...

11:28 PM

|| sad yet sweet moments ||

for sure

am still sick

been sick for more than a week

i think

sometimes gettin betta

sometimes gettin worsen uh

aiyoo

and my voice too

gettin unheard

but my backPain is perfectly fine

after slept for hours that day

den i realise

i've not been havin good sleep

okie

went out wit tiana yest

accompanied her to take her pay cheque

long time never see her

mish her so much uh

we had drinks together

shared dis hotdog prata

went shoppin at fairprice

ate mcFlurry too

yum yum

okie wait!~

mcFlurry

am sick yet i ate ice cream!

lol

and yar more talks & chats together

bout wats haPpenin

in life and such

fun bebual ngn de

thou long we are no more colleagues

but we still do

stay contact wit each other

and yar

she's my most frequent blog reader!

rajin de bace eh

when the clock strikes 2245

i need to report for work

workin wit hafiz BAM last nite

and will be our last workin nite together

coz its his second last day of work wit =)

how time flies so fast

and he'll be reportin his Ns

in a week's time

its my 4th time workin wit him

and i really enjoyed workin wit hime too

like i was wit kakDee..

and now dis people

leavin me alone

in the store

and i'll feel awkward workin wit other staffs

durin nite shifts

wth!~

we ended our work early

ard 2am

and by den kakDee finally reach store

she cooked for us asamPedas

and dis hafizBAM doesnt eat fish!

wth!~

and syg jugak kakDee wit hafizBAM

she fried chicken wings for him

padehal kakDee dah outs

and masuk umah balik

coz teringatkan si hafizBAM tak makan ikan

ishh...

okie ape lagi lar kan

kte picnic uh kat luar!~

makan sedap sedap!

and kakDee's asamPedas power!

we had very long chats outside the store

and it was a memorable nite too

coz it will be my last nite

wit kakDee & hafizBAM

outside the store picnickin & chattin

ourghh

why does dis have to hapPen so fast

and den i realise

i MUST be the next one to quit

workin wit =) for almost 2 years

has never been so fun & memorable

until these people are leavin

furthermore

at the same time

expectedly & unexpectedly

when the clock reach almost 430

pika drop by

(he's our regular customer

who never fails to buy viceroy menthol & greenTea)

knowin dat his mak (kakDee) is ard

and yar one important thingy to announce here

i just bein name another nick which is teletubbies!~

wth lar kan

i got so many nicks lately

1st

my poly frens

they kept callin me bard

and i really dun get it how does it came bout

2ndly

kakyu's daughter called me

kakak cine yang pakai tudung tu

okie dis is funny uh

since when am a chinese eh

ape jek kakyu ajar anak de tuh..

and 3rdly

pika called me teletubbies

ntah ape case ntah de tu

call me dat

tak betul..

yar aniwae

wed morn aft get back from work

i didn't sleep

straightaway

need to get ready to meet

kakDee & pika

to watch the Leap Years!~

yeay

its my first time goin out wit dem

and first time actually

goin out wit a customer!

met pat mac @ northPoint

am so glad

finally i got to watch movie

aft so long..

dah almost 3 months i think

lame tuhh

the movie was suPer nice

suPerbly touchin

there are few touchin scenes

and i can maintain my emotions

but still at the end

i cried

rabaks!~

tidak..

the movie is so sweet makenye...

ourghh!~

aft me & kakDee went to the ladies

i was a bit disturbed

coz i lost somethin of mine

my eirto metallic keychain!

its my second time loosin it!

gosh.. =(

its so difficult to make it these days

anione found dat kind of shop do tell me okie

know its already an outdated thingy

but i still love it

so sad its gone again!

help me okie people

thanx

we ate kfc

and by den

my voice started to disappear

help!~

was tryin to talk badly

when i was orderin the food

and the cashier almost had a hard time hearin me

lol

we ate & chat happily

and i did enjoy that short outin we spent together

as i mentioned

hoPefully dis outin wit me & kakDee

doesnt end only once..

muacks

and then eirto

happily goes home cause

eirto really enjoy that morn

wit a bit sadly heart

coz eirto lost

that keychain..

reaches home

and slept till nite...

eirto still nineteenth

eirto misses someOne

10:12 PM

|| this ain't haPpenin ||

Monday, March 3, 2008

am happy

yest

we gurls

aini daya fylo eirto

plus two bfs taggin along

celebrated shad's bdae

@ simpang Bedok

makenye family de blanje kte

well

suPpose to have a bbq party

@ EC

however since the weather

wasnt promisin at all

she decided to cancelled it

we ate lotsa food uh

seafoOd dishes wit rice

the most delicious is the

CHAR KUEY!~

(is dat the correct spellin?)

niwae if its not bcoz of them

orderin that CK when durin our meals last time

i wont be knowin dat its

uBerLy.. niCE!!!

okie wait

its somebody's bdae

orang lain plak yang blanje

hehs

so shad...

do wait for ur bdae prezzie from us

makenye tak sempat mau bikin

smue bz giler

especially si eirto!

hmmm..

aniwae at the same time

am uberly sad

coz

i wont get the chance to work

wit someOne

i respect her like my own sister

animore,

maybe bcoz of my carelessness

for not bein the

observant kind

ur job is at stake

i cant believe this could happened so fast

only if i knew

he was there

i would have told you earlier

and now

we wont be sPendin time together

listenin to malay channels in the store

chattin

laughin

havin 'picnics'

outside the store

...when we finish our work

i wont be hearin ur naggins animore

u wont be bringin food for me to try

and..

am gonna mish you sOoo much!~

hOpe

what you plan for us

to watch the leap years

this wednesday

wont be cancelled.

let it be our first outin together

and never be the last one.

sobzx

haizxx.

take care sis..

coz i care for you too..

(mesti jimbo bingits eh?)

ouh tidak...

please tell me its not hapPenin!~

2:20 PM

|| special dedication ||

Sunday, March 2, 2008

earlier

i like dis song bcoz i find it nice

after hearin the lyrics carefully

(only aft postin in dis blog)

den i realise it does gave meanin

in my life somehow..

so,

i would like to dedicate dis song

specially to someone yang bergelar

SESEORANG

yang pernah satu ketika

sentiasa menyinari hidupku

walau sekejap

tapi penuh bermakna..

here it goes...

Ingkar

Disaat cinta tercipta

Semestinya aku merasa

Dikala hasrat mendalam

Semestinya aku berbalas

Ho..oh.. Ho.. ohh..

Dari hati kini ku sadari

Tak semestinya aku berkasih

Dikala hati tak dapat berbagi

Baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam

Semestinya aku mencinta

Seharusnya aku menyanyang

Oh maafkan jika semua ini yang kuberikan.... untukmu

Dari hati kini kusadari

Tak semestinya aku berkasih

Dikala hati tak dapat berbagi

Baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam...

Semestinya aku mencinta

Seharusnya aku menyanyang

Oh maafkan jika semua ini yg kuberikan... untukmu

Semestinya aku mencinta

Seharusnya aku menyanyang

Oh maafkan jika semua ini yg kuberikan.. untukmu

Oww.. oww.. Ow....

Semestinya aku mencinta

Seharusnya aku menyanyang

Oh maafkan jika semua ini yg kuberikan...

Dari hati kini kusadari

Tak semestinya aku berkasih...

3:46 PM