surf da net durin work earlier
while the officers were out
to visit the lady
whom i took over her work
at the hospital
to see da new born baby boy
congrats
betta isnt it?
she went for leave earlier
and she gonna return earlier..
so eir can leave income ealier?
hmm
ouh yeah
eir has been worried
very worried for her own future
a fren gone for briefin @ SATS
she's gettin her new secured job already?
another tellin me her plans
plans to take up a course
to further her studies
and plannin wat kind of job she wants..
and eir?
wats wit her?
till how long she wanna be in =) ?
how long she wanna be a temp staff @ ntuc income?
eir really needs some advice here
and advice that can really wake her up
and face the real world
that she cant waste any more of her time
doin things that she's not suppose to do?
havin temp job at the same still wit her part time job!
eir has been really tired
really tired
that she feels like quittin both!~
she wants freedom!
she's tired havin 2 jobs
at the same
when she also wants to
have some time wit her bestie
frens, bros and kakak angkats
and worst wit family!
she haven treat the family dinner
as she promised herself since her last day of school..
when?..
when eir gonna end all dat?
and really start pursuin her dreams
her dreams that could secure her future...
eir never went wit mummy to bb
when she was off weeks ago.
and now she's more busy durin weekdays
and spends da weekends nite
servin customer @ =)
when?
when will eir open up her heart
and stops what she has been doin
eir was disturbed
when daddy sounded to me for the first time..
"pernah tak anak abah tanye.. abah kasi korang keje ke"
whereas that happens when i've been wit =)
for almost 2 years..
but alhamdulillah
eir has secured wit her temp job at the moment
and hopefully abah is happy wit it.
padehal eir dah two weeks wit income
but eir haven tell abah wher i've been workin
well..
abah tak tanye pun..
though every mornin we left for work
almost at the same timin...
okie get back to the topic i mentioned earlier..
what i finally did
aft comin back from lunch earlier
i surfed for the school i really wish to admit
printed out some info
and the application form..
the main problem is..
which one will be my choice?
the 'C' skills or ' P & B'
i loOve doin both
but i have to choOse one!
but which one?
the intake is this comin july
if i dont apply asap
i have to wait till january next year..
and wat am gonna do
when my temp contract ends..
shud i save till next year
and pay the fees all by myself
or sugn up for the july intake
ask parents to share the fees wit me
how?
i've already wasted 3 years of poly life
taken a course which i don't really like
which i do not regret at all... seriously
and manage to pass
thou wit mostly passin average grades
am glad i've made my parents happy
for completin my course of study
and finally graduatin dis end of the month
and seriously i dun wanna more horrible years
doin somethin i don't like... aGainn....
eir really needs some advice here eh..
eir has given the info n description to mummy
together wit the application forms
am not sure if mummy have enough money
for me to pursue my dreams.
but i do have some savings which
am not sure can last me for how many semesters
hopefully wda willing to help capped wit my fees
therefore i could lessen my parent's burden
haizx
really need someone for advice here
but to whom shud i turn to
the family is runnin upside down wit no endin
no endin for us
no endin for me..
nothin..
no hopes?
equals to no betta future...
haizx
eir *miss stars gazin at nite
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