yesh am tired
am suPerbly tired of everythin
am tired of earnin very few..
as little as lesser than 5 bucks per hour..
very little indeed huh..
am tired of abah tellin me not..
NOT to take my elder siblings as my role models...
(when i already know that)
am tired of wirul
takin my stuff without askin permission
makin me angry
and showin off my temper to him..
but still...
after shoutin & yellin..
he still doesnt change!..
am tired of abang's behaviour
tired of his behaviour...
which requires myself to control every single movements at home!
cannot watch tv at late nites
no shoutin (even if its not to him)
abide every single of his needs
worst.. no playing wit the lappie/net!
and because of him...
am tired of mummy not lettin me to work full time
even for a short while...
(until i return to school again next year)
because of him,
mummy can't send sis to school..
his behaviour that make ME have to send lil sis to school instead
then makin me turnin up late for work
and my boss will have to cut my pay!
WTH!~
am tired with the house..
still very messy
here and there...
not moving out...
am tired with the family members
who cant reunite at at all..
the family is going doomed
seriously..
it can fall apart anytime..
ku bukan robot
ku, ku bukan robot
