.eirto ediera.
.2wentieth.
.Shatekian host.
.Tp Graduant.
.cam-whorer.
.stars gazer.
.big dreamer.
.brown.
.e-Business Entrepreneur


.graduaTion.
.culinary academy.
.zenStone.
.w910i.
.license.
.move out.
.red vaio.
.loose weight.
.happy family.
.soulmate.


.new image.
.earns lotsa money.
.learns fishing.
.attend sewing lesson.
.shopping spree.
.travel abroad.
.dyes her hair.
.owns a small fridge.
.ear candling.
.star-shaped accessories.
.visits dentist.
.smile always =).
.chocs alice crocs.
.own closet.
.improve her communication skills.
.smaller butt.
.volunteerism.
.swap a better paid job.


.ifumissme.
.lookoutforthemoonlite.
.ifuadoresme.
.doholdmetite.
.ifuloveme.
.dosaysoeachnite.
.butifuhateme.
.it'llbealrite.





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Oct '08 heractualJourneyhasNotevenyet
...started!~

Jan '09 her Journey has just begun!

Why me?!
Each time he tries to tell me somethin
I stop him and ignores..
Each time he calls me his 'syg'
i get mad and tell him to stop calling me that..


He has waited for me almost 1 month plus..
Just to get my phone number..
And in the end he finally took my number from the store..
After I jokingly said.. "u call me lar"
(regarding my mp3 i left in the store and there was customer he needs to handle)


He keep saying to me..
His heart is always bein left in the store in amk..
thou he is like the football bein kicked from another to the other..
His wifey is at amk..


Am i bein ego to guys?
For not giving them chances to win my heart..
Or am i bein 'stone' hearted?
For ignoring guys when they wanted to tell me somethin that comes from their heart?


Or am just not ready?
To let guys enter and melt my heart..
But til when must I continue bein likedat..
If I don't start now..


When will I have the chance to try somethin that i have longed wish for..
What am I still uncertain with?
Ahh.. Yesh...
The question from me to him is...
Why Me?!
But if I don't let him the chance...
To tell me somethin that he really wanna tell me..
When will I know rite?!
Stupid eirto-. !!!


And by giving him the chance to tell me what he wanna tell..
then i can ask him the question..
Why the me?! Rite?!
Haix, haix..
Its just a very difficult situation for me..
(When it doesn't look difficult at all)
Just to overcome that situation.. of? 'I wan 2 tell smth!!"
Idiot eirto-.!!!


These will never end..
Unless I sit down wit him and let him....
Tell what he wanna tell!~

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