.eirto ediera.
.2wentieth.
.Shatekian host.
.Tp Graduant.
.cam-whorer.
.stars gazer.
.big dreamer.
.brown.
.e-Business Entrepreneur


.graduaTion.
.culinary academy.
.zenStone.
.w910i.
.license.
.move out.
.red vaio.
.loose weight.
.happy family.
.soulmate.


.new image.
.earns lotsa money.
.learns fishing.
.attend sewing lesson.
.shopping spree.
.travel abroad.
.dyes her hair.
.owns a small fridge.
.ear candling.
.star-shaped accessories.
.visits dentist.
.smile always =).
.chocs alice crocs.
.own closet.
.improve her communication skills.
.smaller butt.
.volunteerism.
.swap a better paid job.


.ifumissme.
.lookoutforthemoonlite.
.ifuadoresme.
.doholdmetite.
.ifuloveme.
.dosaysoeachnite.
.butifuhateme.
.it'llbealrite.





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Oct '08 heractualJourneyhasNotevenyet
...started!~

Jan '09 her Journey has just begun!

Enough of the mushy2 things in earlier post. Coz now it really involve my future. Haix. Again and again I got stuck. Days are numbered and still countin close the end. And I found out there's only one intake per year. Its closing soon I guessed. Suppose to drop Bukit Batok today. But am still uncertain and dat is why am holding back myself! After almost 5 months of uncertainity of my life. am still feelin uncertain wit not much survey and research. So i guess that is why am holdin myself back again. With no full support from everyone... Am still uncertain of myself to pursue my dreams.


Seriously...
Idiot eirto-.


But at least I did sent an email askin wheda there's vacancy for my last hope, before i did my final survey from others and confirm myself before I pursue another 3 years with a new learning experience and education that will secure my future.


Dear Allah, please give me another strength. The strength to continue my life and to finally secure my current and future situation that is so never endin at this moment.
Amin amin yaarabbal alamin...


*no words can describe how i feel for him rite now

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