so, i was just a bet
saw that title
yup i just knew it
okie fine whateva it is
guys are just sluts
oOpsy readers
i mean he is a big jerk!!!
so wat... if the feelings and the seriousness comes later after that bet
but still!
i was put to bet?!
idiot!!!!
and thank god the relationship was never yet started
and thanx to myself that i had been distancin away from him
for several weeks
and thou he realized i have actually keepin myself away
i should have known it earlier
and kept myself away far earlier from him long ago
bcoz i feel that he's too desperado
am like not even say yesh
but he is already 'over' (durin thinkin n tots) than i tot...
well, am really regret for callin him dear and givin dat hope to him
but thank god i did not said yesh in the first place!
fuhh..
a guy wit split personalities
say bout something this and another thing dat.
i guess he was also lying bout his background!
telling nad de anak dato' uh, owns a pub uh..
and wit me he said his dad was comp part exporter wateva shit..
his dad lost 8 million last year due to economy uh..
and if u're dat rich why did u still come to here to work?!
work in =) lagik?!
nad kate.. background cam org kaye.
uh abih duduk sini bayar api air pakai PAYU kape?!
tuhh name nye bebual WORLD mangkuk!
i really thank myself for not gettin to fall deep for him
ever since i started my school i really kept myself away from work
penah uh dok.
skool 6 days per week u noe
but its okie am havin fun as i mentioned earlier
*wink wink
and again am lucky dat i did not tell him much bout myself
my background, which school am in and even wat course am takin.
so at least its not dat difficult for me to get over wit him yea
dat feelings had already vanished even before i know bout the true of his real approach for me
slut! jerk! desporado!
earlier when he asked me..
" dah sampai rumah ke, what u doing?"
and i replied.. " its for me to know and not for you to concern!"
itu pun tak paham bahase
english pun fail camne nak kahwin ngn org sini..
kahwin dgn jenis kau sudah eh.
dah lah pemalas suke buli org
jangan harap org sini nak kau.. ntah2 org kau sane pun tanak kau jadi laki!
pepandai je eh bilang jovert kte dah together
when we are not...
meraban nye anak!
bilang nad nape eh irah asyik senyap je.. (eh aku nye pasal lar kan)
" aku btul sayang kat de.. " (sayang konon! pegidah)
"aku takut uh de reject aku.. (aku mmg tanak kau pun) aku tengok de kuat agama tak macam korang lain"(ouh yea)
"lau korang mesti tak kisah aku convert ke tak, mak aku dah lar tak bagi convert camne eh? (tuhh kau nye pasal uh)
............
ouh pandai eh cakap pasal convert smue, sayang konon.. org lain smue are attached and married tinggal irah serong je eh.. so since kakyu kate de cabar kau pikat ira to prove dat kononnye kau anak jantan huh... skrg si fana yg mmg dah ade matair yang still kau attack just bcoz aku dah malas nak layan kau.. btul2 crocodile eh... kakyu plak pandai eh suggest org dah tuhh dat time bleh bilang irah.. "dah lah irah amik je de" wat da toOt!!...
and now u're playin fire wit fana(already attached) when u urself still confronted wit nad bout me. see! guys are keberets.. i hate his type! and i've never tot his kind will approach me first. (when i actually prefer another kind) tuhh uh dat time jason ade tanak chris ke... kwang3. hitam jugak yang dtg..well indeed its a good experience for me not to accept one unless u noe him very well. i did a good move but still a lil regret when i feel dat i've given a lil hope dat he think i've fallen deep for him..
and yeah again.. wit no soulmate yet : am still a happy eirto-.
=))
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