I've been attending adrian's class super late these days. Even 10-15mins of my normal lateness is already considered late,what more 30-40 mins late for since last friday and today he got so mad at 1st coz of the idiot 4 'mus-tars' (musquteers<- spellin error eh) that the whole class silly attitudes were bein pointed out which consists of punctualities.. He also pointed out that '08 april intake hosts are worried coz till up to date they have not get a place for their attachment. This is due to the bad recession in Singapore. And while on the home in MRT, i glanced at somebody newspaper that recession does not only occur here, but GLOBAL. That's seriously bad! Kitchen household and marketing are gettin higher but pay are being cut down not just that sadly some were being retrenched. Even gold jeweleries are damn expensive that it hit really high than usual rates (as bein told by sis Dee). haix, what is the world turning to?!
Okie, get back to class about this morning, eir was almost 40 mins late and met Harry along the way, whom is considered 'everyday starK'. It seems am turnin one just like him. eir, a person who loves the stars so much is turnin to 'star karatz' every now and then. ish. help help! ouh no!~ am suppose to buy an alarm clock in my way home just now but i simply forgot.. See!~ stupid forgetful eirto!~ haizx. and yar, what i wanna mention as i enter adrian's first class today.. i was sent to face the wall wit 4 other hosts. Really had shown a very bad impression of me towards chef. I was seriously shameful too. I awarded adrian a cookie o my birthday for appreciatin him bein part in my 21st life but at the same time 'slappin' him wit my bad attitude of coming late. I feel important to show appreciation towards other, yet I myself not appreciating towards my ownself, my own attitude and my own behaviour towards the passion am into. Dearest Jovert returning home to Philipines and I must highlight, he had help me a lot wake up call me in the morning and am gonna miss that real hard. ='( and gonna depend again on myown. Sometimes I need someone to push me than I will move. But till when should I acted on that. Am big enough to do things all bymelf.. Why am I still too dependable at most time.
So who's fault was it?! I had been ton-ning for the last few days to complete my Foods and then unpurposely neglecting other projects coz I was focused to one, end up making a bad impression of me towards the other team members of another project. I did not slept the whole of sunday nite for Foods while other members; one enjoying herself in KL and the other simply 'don't care' just because the computer is bein locked in brother's room wit the girlfriend. I was panickeing throughout the night and members ain't tellin me their whereabouts, bubbling me waiting for ghosts on the msn line. Hel-lo!!! What's the purpose of having hand-phone?!! eki is su-per true! maybe am bein too easily forgiven and understanding which end up sufferin myself! I was so tired last nite after work dat I can't even open my eyes. I asked a favour from her to call me at 230 am so dat I can complete my english presentation. She called. But apparently I did not wake up. I was only concious in front of my lappie at almost 6am in the mornin! Checked the phone.. received 18 misscalls from her and none of it waked me up?! See am tired. People around me was the one making myself stress and tired. Why things just got even worst when it was already real bad?! So I was panicking this morning completing my english report that I end up bein in school super late! Why not?!.. chef jacket have not been ironed, my clothes also not ironed and bag was not bein packed... And I have not complete my English slides when the presentation is right after adrian's class.
When will eir gonna change?!!
adrian is so true! He said to the class.. No point saying sorry to him but end up you repeat your mistakes again. I wasn't having intention to tell sorry to him but when he said that it somehow does move my thinkin that I myself won't be sure to will I change after the long lecture? Am I able to wake up early in the morning and got myself ready fast?!! See lar.. alarm clock can forget to buy. But I can still bought the sandal coz I remember I need one. But COULD NOT remember I need an alarm clock?!! really bad eirto..
