it does feel hurt-ful
really it does
when the best and close ones
has actually forgotten
it does not applies to those that did not know
but surprisingly
some had surprised me
from those who just knew it
thanx lotsa
hmm.
but then
maybe i shud reflect myself
AGAIN
that
actually
am just
all
alone
in this earth
=(
*am just not important to any those whom i have regard as best and close ones.
** i guessed am bein too emotional