last tuesday
while having break the guys was questionin stuff
regarding love life
their views of knowing i've been out wit this wsc guy
who already i treat him like my own brother..
and 'sally' tellin them he saw me and Zul together
(like so?! just mam and jalan2 je pe)
no harm pe bein friends.
they also asked how many ex'es i had
what type of guy i prefer..
the build, the looks and stuff
so kay-po
well i dun mind sharing
coz they said maybe they can look out for me
haks.. like real only.. i just don't care
and more like.. why gurls always 'mrajuk'
why gurls always tells lies to their partner and stuff like dat..
well, some i really dunno
coz i've never had those experience
but at least i still gave them my point of view
so yar..
on the way home aft classes
i head to causeway point as usual to get important stuff
like stationeries and stuff.
aft that on my way back..
i saw few insurance agents outside causeway and i was trying
to figure out which company they were from
and i saw one of their files
it stated Prudential.
so i looked around
and to my surprise.. that guy i met
way back months ago at pasir ris was there again?!
well i was kinda happy uh..
coz i did mention in my previous post that
IF i were to meet him again..
there could be a fate..
coz this time.
its not the first like at cck
and not just 2nd at Pasir ris
but now again?
i msg shaf regardin whom i saw
and she replied..
"agaknye jodoh kau dgn de tak?"
haix..
padehal, when we were on train together..
we were dicussin what the guys was questionin me earlier
and shaf was tellin me.. its okay
and u'll find ur Mr Right someday..
but i just dunwan to meet my Mr Right
during saddening period like.. hmm
i have a wish u see..
i have missed the opportunity of showing him-who? to nenek
and now nenek has gone
and i really want the opportunity of showing
that him-who? to atok (my only grandparent left)
but i guess
everythin will be too late
coz i will never have that opportunity again
i know i wont
coz what happen lately
is so in front of my own eyes..
i cant push or pull the time again
searchin for him-who?
and hoping i can show that him-who?..
to someone whom is the only grandparent
so..
what the point?
well, its just my 'niat' or 'will' u see..
*but i know its too late for now..
*its really too late
*coz it seems he cannot be saved anymore
